What's wrong with me?!

This mornings' train ride to work could have been a change in the course of events. As I take my seat, I notice this tall, dark, and extremely handsome young man standing on the other end of the car. As I take my seat, we are facing each other, although through 2 plasic/ glass plates. As I start to put my head phones on, the conductor makes the "common" announcement about the trains running behind due to technical difficulties (that's a whole different post). We catch eyes and Mr. Handsome throws me a huge smile but instead of smiling back, I freeze up just before glancing away from him.

Now, what is that all about? As I my exit approached, I got up to stand by the door, gaining a better view of him and hoping he'd throw me another smile...because this time I was ready. No such luck, never even gained eye contact with him again.

So, I realize that I have to work on this. I've gotten so accustomed to being in my own world and being so preoccupied with busy work that although I wanted to meet someone I knew that I really didn't have the time. Now that I do have a "little" more time, I've got to get away from blowing people off. Playing hard to get is one thing but being unapproaching is unacceptable...especially for a princess.

K